Numbers. My life revolves around numbers. Oxygen level, rate of breathing, heart rate... Time I pump next, ounces I pumped, time of day...

As I sit here with a total loss of words, I have no idea how to begin or how I want this story to unfold. There's just... so much. So...

Remember when I said I would never order from the hospital menu? Well... I did. I ordered cheese. That's it. One slice of cheddar cheese....

It's like doing the stair stepper at the gym. "Only 20 minutes left... that's just 10 minutes twice... only 5 minutes four times..." And...

S A T U R D A Y A puddle of water. Literally. I was standing in a puddle of water in the middle of the bathroom floor as my pants were...